CG Attempt to design

Recent practice work

failures are constant and effort is lacking, to be realistic is all my fault, There is no point in keep going IF I don't start studying true fundamentals in the areas I'm interested in, I'm so hypocrit, I mean, I'm not giving the 100% as I can swear I was doing, I'm a pussy, lazy bastard, only practicing in late night after the day ends.

it should be all day long.

No easy way out then I need to start taking serious the core roots such as Design Fundamentals, Architecture, and of course, fine art technique, Power sketching and so on ...

Heart broken but the spirit keeps breathing heat, this is not over, and it will never be!!!!

Concept ideas

Only gray and white

CG Will

I thought things will get easier as times went along but, I can't believe how wrong I was, every new day demands for some kind of extra effort in order to keep on, so, it's a sacrifice worth taking.
This is what I believe, and I'm willing to die for it.